Sunday

Lost hope, gained faith.

A rough yet manageable week. Alhamdulillah, it's a brand new day AND week today. Things may not have been working as planned but surely they have been under His plans. Choices had to be done. Opportunities had to be taken. The real meaning of Ukhwah between the lovelies had to be finally revealed. Ceremonies had to be attended. Tears had to be hidden. Cuts had to be covered. Conclusions had to be discovered not assumptions. Life is not fair, Allah is.
School matters. 'Ilmu matters. Al-Quraan, just got motivated. Usul Fiqh, gotta kick bums! Faraidh, Alhamdulillah. Mustalah Hadith, progressing..? Balaghah, getting the hang of it. Saraf, progessing (I hope!) Accounting, looooooooooooove. Physics, progressing. Math and Pure Math, somewhat progressing too. GP, just okay.
May, new month, billions of memorizing need to be done. Can't believe I'll be 16 next month. Everyday, closer to death. It's pretty late to say this but as they say it, better late than never.. Happy 4th Jamadil Akheer, you. Sometimes, you just feel like deleting-removing-blocking-backspace this someone in real life. Allahu, sabr jameel min ghadab tak tentu pasal yaa zayyann! Everything hapeens for a reason, every fall has its own Hikmah, dear self.




Assalaamu'alaikum wa Rahmatullahi wa Barokaatuh.
ps. Have a khair trip, Ma. Love you! Be back safe. x