Long dresses and long skirts make me feel tall. The same applies to sport shoes. I'd say taller but people would strongly disagree. 150 cm. That is quite tall, is it not? Whenever I go out with people and they happen to be walking in front of me, there's always this part of me saying that I am as tall as them or at least 1-2 cm less tall than them. However, when I ask someone to roughly check our heights, it appears that my theory is nowhere near valid nor can it be said true. Saying an estimated difference in height of 5 cm or so. Strange life, I'm living in. The season of examinations had arrived and will be here until June 13th. A few weeks left, really looking forward to this month called July. 10-12 weeks of wonderful, happy and hopefully tear-less nights. At home. Home sweet home. Watched some cooking program this afternoon. The Chef had squids for his entree. Has been months, since I had any. Favorites: Deep-fried and stewed. It's okay, I'll have them when Ramadhan comes. If Allah wills. May Allah make the months of Rejab and Sya'ban blessed for us. May Allah let us reach the month of Ramadhan. Allahumma Aamiin. Physics G481, Psychology and Mathematics C3 papers had been done. 5 more papers in June. I am currently having a weird sleeping schedule for the past few days, weeks, I would admit. I have tried to fix and adjust it, though. Obviously I am still trying as it's half past two at the moment and I am still blogging. May Allah ease everyone's tasks. Also on the list of things that I look forward to is - mini drum rolls - Tuesday! I hope everything goes well. If Allah wills. To family, friends and basically everyone that knows me, if you are reading this, I would like to seek forgiveness for all the wrongdoings I have done. With or without realizing that it was wrong of me to do so. All the misunderstandings and all sorts of other ugly things that had or had not been straighten out. The bonds, the friendships that were broken. The flaws. The faults. The cracks. The unfulfilled promises. I am sorry for everything, really. I want nothing but His Jannah for all of you. However, what I want the most is that Jannah, for you, and for me. I want to be there, too. With all of you. Therefore I beg of you to put all those things behind and forgive me. For the sake of Allah. The probability that you will be reading this is really small. Mathematically saying, the probability could even tend to zero. But I don't think I can do anything else, now. Please forgive me. May Allah grant you the best reward, both life in this world and the hereafter.
Assalaamu'alaikum wa Rahmatullahi wa Barokaatuh.
